I hate being broke all the time! It's really frustrating. I am really stressed over it, and have about had enough. There are so many things I would like to do, like pay off bills, actually have something in my savings account(did you know people actually do that? lol), buy some new modern office furniture, remodel the bathroom, get some new clothes, and the list goes on and on and on..... Hopefully things will start to turn around in a few months with tax return time coming up. I always look forward to that. So until then...I'm just going to go sit somewhere and try to think happy thoughts..lol!

I can't believe the amount of toys that my children have. It's nuts. They have a ton of them, and probably a good half they don't play with! The half that they do play with ends up in the living room at some point during the day...ugh! I seriously need to go through them, and sort them out. Give some to goodwill, throw away the broken ones, and just cut back a lot. I'm really tired of stepping on Mr. Potato Head parts, matchbox cars, and a million other things...My feet can't take it anymore!!!!!!!! LOL!

I am so stressed right now, my head is throbbing. Do you ever feel like going outside and just screaming at the sky? Yeah, that's how I feel right now...lol! I'm not going outside to scream though, it's like 5 degrees out..lol! Sooo, I'm gonna do it here....
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

Ok I feel a little better! lol! Might have to do that again in another hour or so...LOL!

I weighed my self yesterday and I've lost 10lbs since the last time I weighed myself......yay! I was kind of surprised, but obviously in a good way..lol! I guess the calorie counting and treadmill is paying off...so that's good. I am definitely going to start weighing myself more regularly now...lol! I do like seeing those numbers! Hopefully they keep going down. If not I'll have to look into adipex diet pills or something. I'm hoping to be down 30 more pounds by May...so wish me luck!!!

This weekend we went to a sledding party hosted by one of my friends...it was a lot of fun. We saw a lot of people that we haven't seen in a long time. Had a good time watching the kids, sitting by the fire and just chatting. The kids had a lot of fun, but were pretty cold after a couple hours. Because it is really really cold! I hate winter. ugh!

Today has been a lazy day, just sitting around the house watching tv. The kids are going to bed soon and we will have some peace and quiet at last...they have been bouncing off the walls since 9 this morning. Tomorrow is school day, thank goodness..lol!

Tomorrow I also have to go to the drug store, get some free insurance quotes, buy some groceries, clean, do the mountain of laundry in the bathroom....ahhh fun! lol!

You know I find unbelievable.........my niece is going to graduate High School this year! It seems like just yesterday she was a wee little tyke following me around and bugging the heck outta me..lol! Now she's all grown up, graduating, and heading off to college. She wants to be a nurse and is still deciding between two colleges. She's also busy applying for scholarships and looking into
college student loans. I'm sure she'll probably end up having to take out some kind of loan. She's also looking forward to getting out on her own...lol! She'll learn sooner or later the real world just isn't as fun as she thinks it is. Ahhh..it's all a learning experience though. I wish her all the best!

I want to wish everyone a Happy New Year! It is now 2010, and I think this year is going to be a good year. I'm gonna lose weight, pay off bills, have a ton of fun, and maybe even get some work done....wha??? Yeah probably not and that last part...LOL! Well I hope everyone has a healthy, happy, and fun New Year!